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Chapter 685
“But she hasn’t said she forgives me!Brother Wen, I was wrong, I was blinded by lard to hurt her like that by any means.”
“I always thought that the reason I wanted to come back in the last few months so badly was because I wanted to make it clear to her that I didn’t want to leave myself with regrets and that I wanted to see Xing Lang one more time.”
“But it wasn’t until now that I realized, wrongly, everything was wrong, and I didn’t care what happened to Xing Lang, and I didn’t care if I made it clear.”
“All I cared about was whether she still cared about me as a sister, and whether she could forgive me!Brother Wen, do you understand?”
“I’m trying to be easy and aloof, like I don’t care about anything, but in reality, only I know that I care, and I care desperately.”
“I care about her hatred for me, I care about why she would let me live privately when she hated me so much, twenty-six years ago!”
“I’m more concerned about whether or not I’m lucky enough to be able to refute her forgiveness in the end of this ridiculous, joke-like life of mine.”
“A man is dying to know what is most important to him in this life, Brother Wen, count me in for begging you to take me to see her again, okay?”
Wen Wenjun’s face was so cold.
Aster’s words sounded so moving, almost entirely from the bottom of his heart.
But when it fell on his ears, it was as if a steel needle had been stabbed mercilessly into his heart.
He lowered his hands to the arms of the chair she was sitting in and watched her intently.
“You say that people are dying to know what is most important to them in this life, and the most important person in your heart, round and round, is the sister who is not related to you by blood.”
“You die thinking about her, missing her, hoping she’ll forgive you or even accept you again!What about me?What am I?”
Wen Wenjun laughed lowly and raised her hand to cover her heart, her face clearly smiling, but her eyes were so red that they were brimming with tears.
“You touch my heart!It’s got you in it, twenty-six years, Heterodyne, what do you think of me after twenty-six years of being around you?”
“Do you really think that the only feelings that are feelings are those of you and your sister, and that the feelings of the next person for you are so cheap that you can wait twenty-six years for a completely unimportant role?Isn’t that right?”
Aster was stunned.
She was startled, looking at the man in front of her who was a mess to the point of near madness, as if realizing the problem for the first time.
“Brother Wen, I…”
“Enough!”
The man interrupted her right out of the blue, as if he never wanted to hear what she had to say again.
He stood up and looked at her with disappointment in his eyes as he shook his head and stepped back.
“I didn’t realize until now how stupid I was!I thought that people’s hearts could be moved, and that if they couldn’t do it for a day, they could do it for a year, and if they couldn’t do it for ten years, even if it was a block of ice, they should be covered up for twenty years, right?”
“But I thought wrong, some ice just won’t melt, and she sees all the people in the world, only she won’t see the one closest to her.”
“Aster, have you never loved me?Even though we’ve been together day and night, morning and night, you’ve never had me in your heart?”
“I…”
Aster wanted to reply, but he interrupted.
“Oh!Doesn’t matter, none of it matters, I’m the big, stupidest fool in this game anyway, I’m the one!”
He said, turned and hurried away.
Aster watched his back as he left, startled for a long time before his fingers clenched tightly.
Brother Wen, you’re thinking wrong.
Really thought wrong.
You’ve always been important to me!
Just like a closest family member, if I could die for you one day, I would not hesitate to do it.
But love…I’m sorry, I really can’t do it.
The only thing in the world that is most difficult and reluctant to do is love.
In the evening, Aster Su met Lone Ying at the hospital after all.
Because Feng Xinglang still needed to stay in the hospital, despite the presence of very good nurses and doctors, and the large number of bodyguards arranged outside, the Lone Warbler still didn’t feel at ease.
Therefore, she was with Feng Xinglang all this time, staying in the hospital.
Of course, as the mother-in-law of the owner of St. Peter’s Bridge Hospital, the Lone Warbler wouldn’t just add a marching bed to the ward like everyone else.
Tailor Feng persuaded her not to, so he specially arranged a separate room for her, right next door to Feng Xinglang’s hospital room.
This way she can live comfortably and be close to care.
When Aster found her, she was making soup in the small kitchen in her room.
The good beef bone soup, with a lot of tonic ingredients, is to allow Feng Xinglang to replenish his body, so as to make up for the vitality lost after the car accident.
The bouncer brought Aster up and she was just in time to serve the soup in a small bowl.
Turning to look at her, he asked, “What are you doing here?”
Aster looked at her with a complex gaze that hid many unexplained emotions.
“Sister, I…”
She was a little short, her hands moved restlessly, and the lone warbler moved.
On second thought, in the end, I handed the soup to the bouncer and instructed, “You take this to the gentleman and guard it outside.”
“Yes.”
The bouncer answered the door and took the soup outside.
The door closed silently, and only then did Lone Ying took a proper look at Aster Su and asked, “Tell me, what do you want to come here for?Say what you have to say once and for all, and save you a trip.”
She leaned back against the glazed counter where she had just finished cooking and didn’t even ask to be invited to sit in the living room.
Aster was momentarily embarrassed, lowering her head slightly and biting her lip.
But the bitterness had been held in her heart for so long that she was afraid she would go mad if she didn’t say anything more.
Thus, after a brief silence, she raised her head once again, looked at Lone Ying with a glare, and said, “Sister, I don’t have much time left.”
Lone Ying raised her eyebrows.
There was a sneer in his eyes.
“What does it matter to me if you want to die or live?There’s no time to do your own thing, and you’ve come to me three times…what do you want from me?”
The ruthless words were like a knife stabbing at Su Aster’s heart.
She shook so hard that her face was hidden.
Looking at the lone warbler, she said in a miserable voice, “Sister, I don’t want anything from you, I just…”
“If you don’t want to get anything, just go!I don’t want to see you again.”
Lone Ying interrupted her, and after that, she simply turned around and walked out.
Aster panicked at the sight of it.
Wanted to reach out and pull her, but didn’t dare.
Chapter 686
Eventually, just as Lone Ying was about to step out of the doorway, she suddenly poofed and knelt straight down.
“Sister, even though I’m begging you, forgive me!What happened back then was really my fault, I’ve realized my mistake, and for the past twenty-six years, I’ve been blaming and blaming myself all the time, and I just hate why I was so stupid and larded up to try to figure you and brother Xinglang out.”
“But at the time, I was really young and ignorant, I didn’t know you were already together when I met him, I always thought he liked me, but because I was so young, people just didn’t talk about it.”
“Then I realized that all his specialness, all his concern for me, was just based on the fact that I was your sister, and I was jealous!Freaking out with jealousy.”
“At that time I always wondered why you were born with everything, beauty, family, status, money, you don’t have to work hard just lift your hand and you get everything.”
“And what about me?Even though I’m the adopted daughter of the Solitary, everyone knows that I’m just an existence that the Solitary bought back as your playmate.”
“Because you are the only daughter they have, they see you as a jewel, so they can buy back a separate person, a living being, to become your toy.”
“It’s just like those dolls in your room, big and small!You think I’m having a good time?No!I’m not happy at all!”
“Everyone knows that you’re good, that you were born with all the world’s favorites, and me?I’m just that insignificant and insignificant appendage beside you.”
“All eyes are on you, sister, I’m so jealous!But I can’t help it, I don’t have that destiny, I wasn’t born a thousand-year-old girl, I’m just a playmate that your family adopted back from a little bit of kindness in their leisure time.”
“So I have nothing to say and I don’t dare say anything, I don’t even have any expectation of my life, and in this life, to repay the kindness of the Lonely Hearts, I can be a man who will do whatever you say I will do.”
“But after I met Brother Xinglang, I realized that I was wrong!I’m a human being not a machine, and I have my own personal feelings too.”
“As much as I loved him, as much as I wanted to be with him, he was like a light shining in then in the middle of my gray life, but even that light, you stole it from me in the end.”
“You stand so well together, so well matched, talented and door-to-door, and me?What am I?What are my unacknowledged infatuations and feelings?”
“I’m so upset!That’s why I drugged him and did that disgraceful thing on your wedding night, but sister, I didn’t really have anything to do with him!”
“I just wanted to get back at you, and I knew that if I did do something to him, Brother Xinglang would never forgive me for the rest of my life, and I didn’t dare, nor did I want to.”
“It was wrong of me to let a misunderstanding arise between you, but haven’t I been repenting and making up for my sins all these years?”
“I’ve sent you so many letters and so many emails over the years that I’ve already told you the truth about what happened back then, just to ask for a forgiveness.”
“But what about you?You’ve never returned me, not even an expression, not even a symbol, and even if it’s a confession, there has to be a time limit!”
“Now, I don’t have many days left to live, and I know you still hate me in your heart, but I still want to ask you if one of my mistakes is really that irreversible?”
“After even after all I’ve done, after all these years of repentance, you still won’t forgive me?Do you really want, me to leave this world with regrets?”
Lone Ying’s eyes moved as she heard this.
After waiting for a while, and seeing that Aster had finally finished, this was a faint, “Finished?”
Aster paled and looked at her.
Only then did Lone Ying smiled, folded back, and said, “Your long speech of so much is nothing more than expounding your grievances and innocence, and by the way accusing me of being cold and ruthless again, speaking of apologizing to me, but how come I don’t see the sincerity of your apology at all?”
Aster stalled.
Looking up at her, her face was white.
“I already said…”
“You did say you were wrong, but does that count?”
Lone Ying walked up to her and crouched down as well, leveling with her.
She had a faint smile on her face, but her eyes were calm and cold, without much emotion or even a hint of mockery.
“You say you’re wrong while listing several things that our family has treated you harshly, but in the end, you can’t even name the same substantive incident or evidence for those so-called harsh treatments.”
“You say our family adopted you back to us as nothing more than a toy for company, but have you ever seen any company in the world wearing designer high fashion?”
“Have you ever seen a study abroad chaperone?Have you ever seen a chaperone who is referred to verbally as Second Miss?”
“You’ve always felt that it’s our Lonely Family that owes you, but why don’t you think about what kind of life you were living before you came to the Lonely Family?”
The woman’s light-hearted words were like a thunderbolt that struck Su Aster’s heart.
She sat there dumbfounded on her knees, looking incredulously at Lone Ying.
In my head, however, I recall the days I spent in the orphanage before I was even adopted by the lone family.
She was abandoned on the doorstep of the orphanage as a child, and the director picked her up when she was just under a month old.
At that time, there was no online media, so after posting her picture in the newspaper and advertising for a month before anyone came to claim her, I let her stay.
The dean’s last name was Su, so she named her Aster.
At that time, life was generally not good for everyone, let alone places like orphanages.
Although the dean was very nice, there were so many orphans in the orphanage that even if she was careful, it would be impossible for her to pay attention to everyone.
As a result, little Aster became the loneliest being in that orphanage.
Don’t think that all the children in the world are innocent and cute.
In that environment, many children who are abandoned by their parents are born with sensitivity and low self-esteem.
Not only are they not cute enough, but many of them, even, will become darker because they have seen the darkness of the world when they are too young and therefore will make their own darker.
They ganged up on other kids, bullied other kids, and stole her candy and clothes where the dean couldn’t see them.
Chapter 687
It would put scary little mice and cockroaches in her lunchbox, it would tear up her freshly written workbook, and then together they would laugh at her aggravation.
What’s more, because she’s so young, the older boys are starting to develop and have a sense of manhood and womanhood, and see her as pretty and nice and small and unattractive.
So one by one they put their claws into her.
Naturally, they didn’t dare to do anything too excessive, after all, if the dean found out, they would be punished.
But they would force her to undress, rub it all over her, and rub some disgusting white stuff on her.
The small, not even ten-year-old Aster experienced the most disgusting, painful, darkest thing in the world.
So when the lone family came to the orphanage with the intention of adopting a child and ended up picking the skinniest, most unassuming looking one of the children in the yard, she was chosen.
She was surprised, and after the surprise came ecstasy.
She could finally leave this place, finally be free of those demons’ control, and have a brand new life of her own.
So she went with the lone man without hesitation.
As it turned out, the days that followed were very good indeed.
When she first arrived home, she was uncomfortable, uptight, and scared.
Afraid they won’t like themselves, afraid they’ll throw themselves away again.
So she doesn’t dare to talk much, or eat more, or even speak out loud.
Later, with her mother’s patience and nurturing, she finally dared to speak out loud and smile happily.
She grew day by day, her skin began to turn pale, and she grew taller, outgoing and widely talented.
At this time, she also had a suitor, and in everyone’s eyes, she was no longer the unassuming ugly duckling, but a beautiful white swan.
But, ah, there will always be that lack of fairness in this world.
God knows how hard she had to work during those years to train to be that generous and sunny and confident.
But in that house, no matter how well she did, there was always someone who was over her.
That person is the Lone Warbler.
She’s so pretty, so out there, she’s not gentle enough, but a lot of people love her and think she’s spicy and straightforward.
She is not talented enough, but people think it does not matter, anyway, she is very smart, and when she takes over the family business in the future, she will still be better than everyone else.
She even always liked to look at people with her head held high, and cast her eyes out with a hint of reviled contempt.
But none of them would say she shouldn’t, and everyone took it for granted.
The more she did, the more she lined up against Aster, who stood beside her, looking pleasingly at the others, the more timid and cowardly she became.
Just like an even more beautiful white swan, standing in front of the beautiful and dazzling phoenix, it will still be overshadowed.
From that time on, she realized that she couldn’t compare to the Lone Warbler.
Even if she poured her life’s work into it, she would never reach the heights she did.
So she gives up, she doesn’t pursue or want to compare, until that person comes along.
That really was the light of her life!How could she be willing to lose the light she had so easily found?
The sister who is better than her in everything has already gotten so many things in this world, so why would she want to steal this one thing from her?
In the past, Aster really didn’t understand.
Later, it was as if she was coming to understand some of it, but she knew that the mistake had been made and could never be undone.
Her thoughts drifted far away, so far away that it seemed as if she was experiencing her life all over again in a pouring moment.
The happy, the sad, the sad, the happy…the scenes all seem to come together like a movie scene.
Until then, she hadn’t noticed.
It turns out that somehow it had been that long.
Things that were so distant, so long ago that they seemed like they had been experienced in a past life, and were thought to be long forgotten.
But as it turns out, she has never forgotten, but rather has been renewed through the years, only to be thrown in that obscure corner where she doesn’t want to see it.
Aster fell silent.
Lone Ying looked at her with a condescending gaze, her eyes calm and indifferent, “You keep saying that you are wronged, but you forget that all this was never meant to belong to you in the first place, and today you told me that you know you were wrong and begged for forgiveness, how do you think I’m going to forgive you in the face of this?”
Aster Su shook fiercely.
It was as if something had been gently shattered in my heart, quietly, but painfully.
Half a dozen times, she managed to stand up.
“I see.”
She whispered, raising her hand to wipe away a tear from her eye.
Even in how awkward and humiliating the situation was, she seemed to retain a noble grace about her.
“Don’t worry sister, from now on…I won’t bother you again.”
She barely smiled, as if mocking herself, but there was a sadness in it.
“If there’s nothing else, I’ll be off.”
I said, “I’m going to bow out.
In the meantime, Lone Ying’s willow brows suddenly spoke, “Wait!”
Aster’s footsteps paced.
Just saw Lone Ying step towards the bedroom, and soon, she came out with something in her hand.
The only thing I saw was a thick file bag, and inside the bag, all the envelopes of various colours!
Aster’s face went white.
Lone Ying tossed the bag into her arms and said in a soft voice, “You can take these with you!”
With trembling fingers, Aster opened the bag and looked at the envelope, finding that it was all sealed and hadn’t been opened at all.
She looked up, not daring to look at Lone Ying.
“You didn’t read them all?”
I told you, I won’t trust anyone who betrays me in this life, and I won’t read any of the letters you’ve sent here over the years, so don’t bother with this anymore.”
The colour of the blood on Aster’s face instantly faded and was ghastly white.
She trembled with trembling fingers and held the stack of never-opened letters.
“I know, don’t worry sis, I won’t…ever again.”
Afterwards, she took a hard step out of the room.
Lone Ying kept seeing her out until the person was completely out of the doorway, and only then did this look ease up.
She lowered her eyes slightly, not knowing what to think, and smiled to herself.
I’m not going to be able to do anything about it, but I’m going to be able to do something about it.
But what else can we do!
Are we done with this?
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