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Chapter 219
Jean tilted her head to look at him, and chuckled, “Do you remember this? But, there is no such thing in my memory…Did you remember it wrong!”
Jean didn’t admit it.
Not wanting to admit it, but…
Now is no longer the time to talk about these things!
Jack stared at her deeply…
In those eyes, there are too many countless love and love, and too much sadness…
After a while, he replied in a dumb voice, “It’s okay, I just remember…”
A simple sentence…
Speaking softly, it seemed…like a promise!
Jean’s heart was pounding…
“Go to bed early.”
Jack tightened her little hand, then pulled her up to her feet, “Send you back.”
The next day-
There was a lively atmosphere in the whole Ball.
It seems that it’s been a long time since there has been such a joyous celebration, and every one’s face is printed with joy and happiness.
And everywhere you can see the red “color” that represents joy!
Everyone in Ball had already begun to make arrangements for the mask and Laila’s wedding.
Even Laila was in a rare mood, and she seemed to be more energetic.
Leo was changing the “medicine” to Laila, but he didn’t have any unnecessary changes in his expression, and he didn’t feel much better.
Laila seemed to see the strange emotions of her son, “Baby, what’s the matter with you? Are you unhappy?”
“No.”
Leo shook his head, there were no more words.
“Don’t you like Uncle Mask being your daddy?”
Laila asked her son worriedly.
Leo looked up at his mother, shook his head, smiled bitterly, “No.”
He likes it very much.
Of course, he said again, “Even if I don’t like it, Mommy, you won’t give up Uncle Mask, will you?”
Leo’s words made Laila startled slightly…
In the eyes, a few complicated expressions passed, and after a long time, he heard her whisper, “Baby, you know how much Mommy loves Uncle Mask…”
“Ok…”
Therefore, he said nothing.
Just…
“Mummy, have you ever thought about what will Aunt Glover and Jackson do if Uncle Mask marries you?”
Leo asked her.
Laila’s weak figure stiffened slightly, half-hit, and laughed, “This is not what I should consider. In this world, no one can live without a mask! The mother and son have not had a mask for seven years, no. Are they living well? Of course, if she wants to share the same husband with me, or if the mask marries me, he still wants to marry her, although I have some opinions, I will not object.”
Lei fixedly looked at his mother…
For a while, shook his head…
“Mommy, don’t worry, Aunt Glover won’t share the same husband with you!”
“Then this is the best!”
“Mummy, have you ever thought about the life of Uncle Mask?”
“Of course.”
Laila nodded and smiled.
At that moment, she seemed to foresee their happy future.
“Do you think Uncle Mask will be happy? Will he be happy?”
Leo asked her.
A serious man, not like a boy, but like a big man!
Yes, he is seventeen years old this year!
Laila smiled confidently, “Of course, I have this confidence, I will use all my love to make him happy and make him happy! I believe that it is only a matter of time…”
Leo looked at his smiling mother, but his heart was completely lost.
Is it just a matter of time?
Can Uncle Mask’s heart be dissolved with the love of his mother?
Maybe, she doesn’t understand the truth…
Many times, he gave her all the love, only to realize that it is not worth her smile in his mind, and the memory is deep.
………………………………………………………
“What does it mean?”
The mask pulled over the red ribbon on the wall and asked Checker angrily.
“You keep your voice down!”
Checker glanced at Laila who was resting inside.
“What do you mean?”
Jack continued angrily.
“What do you mean?” Checker pretended to be stupid. “This is a red ribbon used for marriage. The brothers have carefully arranged it. Don’t “rough”
“Who had the wedding with whom? Yours? Or John’s?” Jack’s blue eyes were full of scarlet.
“You and Laila’s.”
Checker admitted.
“Fucking!!” Jack made a rare swearword.
“Mask, do you want to regret it?”
Checker seemed to be angry too, “What can Laila do to you, do you have to do this to her?”
The mask was also angry, and rushed over, pulling directly past Checker’s collar, his eyes were red, “Checker, I warn you, don’t take those things to mislead me!!!”
“Ok! If you don’t get mixed up, you won’t get mixed up, but you promised to marry her, it’s a promise you made yourself. We are brothers just to help you out. If you think the wedding is too fast, we can also slow down!”
Having said that, Checker still sighed low…
“Mask, brother knows you are difficult to make, for Miss Glover, I feel…”
“To shut up!!!”
Jack’s abrupt words directly thought of Checker’s words.
To be honest, he has been in Ball for seven years. This is the first time he has spoken this kind of tone with his brother who lived and died with him.
After speaking, Jack left without turning his head.
It does not matter whether he is selfish, cold, or thankful.
But one thing, he has to admit…
At the moment when he promised to marry Laila, he still naively thought that it was really like Checker said, just to coax her!
Until now, he seems to still hold this dream…
Expecting extravagantly, when Laila’s injury stabilizes, he can have a good talk with her, and discuss this relationship and this matter…
When she saw the festive halls when she heard that all the brothers in Ball were discussing how to make trouble in their bridal chamber in a few days…
When she heard that Laila’s injuries and emotions became more stable, she heard that her baby asked her again and again, “Mummy, does Daddy want us? Why does he want to marry Aunt Laila? Isn’t Brother Leo going to ask my daddy to be the daddy like me in the future? Mommy, is that daddy still the baby’s daddy?”
The little guy’s innocent question after question with a little anxiety and worry, like a stone hammer, knocked her painful heart time and time again…
Till the end…
She finally led the little guy out of Ball.
No one was told, or that no one noticed their departure at all, because they were all too busy!
Or maybe…
Even if someone noticed, no one blocked them, because…
Perhaps, they just want them to leave! Can leave this place that doesn’t belong to them at all!
Jean didn’t talk to Jack until she left.
At that time, he was busy in meetings, so she led the little guy away without his permission.
And she is beautifully named, vacation!
She just didn’t want to let herself and her child experience the festive wedding waiting for them!
She didn’t want their son to think that his father abandons him and his mothers!
On the plane…
“Mummy, where are we going?”
The little guy nestled in Jean’s arms and asked her.
Jean tilted her head and thought about it seriously, before smiling, “Go to a dream country…”
“Daddy doesn’t want us anymore?”
The little guy’s eyes showed a sad expression.
“No.”
Jean shook her head, “He didn’t want us, but he was too busy, so we can’t take him on vacation.”
“That’s why we don’t want daddy!”
The little guy answered seriously.
Jean’s heart hurts…
Reached out, held him tightly in her arms, and whispered, “Baby, many times in this world, many things are beyond our control. Being “forced” is helpless, has no choice, and cannot be determined. It is also a kind of life mode…”
The little guy blinked at his mother inexplicably.
Jean smiled, “You will naturally understand later.”
In life, there are always too many unsatisfactory…
Until, later…
Many years later, Jackson completely understood the profound meaning of his mother’s words.
………
It was already ten hours after Jack came back from the meeting.
When he saw the empty room, he was a little blindfolded.
In the room, only a simple and convenient piece of paper was left with only one sentence written on the paper…
“My baby and I embarked on a tour of various countries, so please don’t be in love.”
The final inscription, Jean.
Did not talk about his mood, did not talk about his wedding…
However, this simplicity caused Jack to panic.
He doesn’t know why, there is always a feeling…
Once they leave, they will never… never come back!!!
There is always a feeling…
She left just to fulfill them!!!
Or in other words, not for perfection, but for…
It’s so sad not to let him! Don’t let him leave too much consideration!!! Don’t even want to “force” him to make a dilemma!!!
What she gave him, never, never…
All are autonomous!!!
It’s all paying!!!
Even leaving… is just to not embarrass him!!!
The notepaper was “kneaded” into a ball in Jack’s hands…
In his heart, he told himself again and again…
If such a woman has been let down by him, then what qualifications does he have to talk about the great repaying!
A man, even such a soft girl can’t take good care of him, and he talks about marrying other women who don’t even love her…
Who else can he give happiness? Who else can he promise?!
Throwing the note in his hand, he walked directly to Laila’s room.
Even though her emotions are not stable now, even though, her injuries are still serious…
But, there are some problems, he doesn’t want to drag it anymore!!!
Whether it’s he or her, or…
The whole Ball, maybe…
It’s time for them to end!!!
And Jack, it is time to get out of Ball to find the life that once belonged to him…
Today…
Probably, it is the day when he says goodbye to all his brothers and sisters!!!
When he walked into Laila’s room, Checker was there.
Just…
What should be said, it was made clear this time, so that he would not go to Checker again.
“Mask!!”
When Laila saw Jack, she was very happy, and there was a bit of shame in her eyes.
Jack just smiled and corrected Laila’s address, “Call me Jack from now on! This is my real name.”
His words made Laila and Checker both startled at the same time…
Chapter 220
Laila was the first to react, smiled, got up, took his wrist, and said, “As long as you are one of our people, one day is my mask.”
Laila’s warm words made Checker laugh.
Jack also smiled, and the faintly astringent “exposed” under the blue eyes.
He took Laila’s hand off his arm without a trace, and looked at them steadily, “Checker, Laila, I think it’s time for me to leave here.”
With the mask, Checker and Laila froze at the same time.
Laila’s face turned pale, and then she forced a smile, “Mask, what are you talking about! Where do you want to go? Back to your hometown? If you want to go back, I would like you to go with Leo and me? Let’s have a wedding tomorrow! I don’t want a grand wedding, mask, I just want to be with you.
Laila’s eyes showed unprecedented panic.
However, Jack was still only silent.
“Laila, I can’t marry you!”
He refused, very directly.
“No…Mask, how can you turn your back!!”
Laila looked at Jack in disbelief, tears in her deep eyes.
“Mask, what do you mean?”
Checker grabbed Jack’s skirt angrily, “Do you say that you are worthy of Laila?”
He said, grabbing Jack and walking out.
With fierce strength, that appearance does not allow Jack to continue speaking.
But who is Jack?
He is the Young Master of Allison Sect!!! It is the man who determines the destiny of entire Asia in every word and deed!!!
He was not angry.
But, indifferently, but forcefully, he broke Checker’s hand to his collar.
The action is still calm and indifferent that belongs to him.
And his faint gaze was just looking straight at the woman who admired him with all her heart.
“Laila!”
He called her.
“I can’t marry you, nor can I marry you!”
His attitude is very resolute, “The reason I said I want to marry you is very simple, just to appease your emotions!”
A word so decisive, however, when Jack said it, it was so indifferent.
Even more indifferent!!!
“Laila…”
Jack knew how hurtful his words were, but he persisted.
“To put it bluntly, I said to marry you, but it’s just a postponement! I don’t want you to die, let alone you die for me! I don’t deserve you to do this for me!”
“Whether it’s worth it, it’s not you! It’s my question whether it’s worth it or not! Mask, I won’t let you go! I will not allow you to leave me, nor will I allow you to leave me! Mask! , I can’t live without you, I really can’t lose you…”
Laila held the mask’s arm, crying and begging, “You see, for the sake of saving you before, I have fulfilled my love, okay? Mask…”
“Do you dislike my dirty body? I…I…I allow you to marry Miss Glover too, okay? As long as she wants to, I will never have any opinions. I will not fight with her or with her Rob, I just need you to move a little bit for me, okay? Mask… I beg you, please… woo woo woo…”
Laila’s words were like needles, sticking to Jack’s chest.
He never thought that one day, the relationship between their relatives would become like this…
“It is not a question of whether she is willing or not, but me, not agreeing!”
Jack shook his head.
Laila’s eyes showed a desperate expression, “Even you despise me for being dirty, don’t you? Even you despise me…”
She was crying hysterically and murmured sadly, “Even you despise me, what else do I need to live…”
As Laila said, she took out the saber she carried with her (explanation: Some people have been questioning the issue that Laila, as a girl, would not carry sabers with her, please think from another angle, people are not ordinary girls, People are indeed just as you said, she is a stout woman, she is a mercenary! Ordinary women, can be a mercenary? And mercenaries carry knives, this is common sense.), see it on her wrist Cut off.
Jack had quick eyes and quick hands, but the big hand did not stop her movement, but directly blocked her blade.
Because he knew too well that even if he could stop her self-harm this time, what about next time?
Blood…
It quickly oozes from his fingers…
Drop by drop, splashed on the floor, slowly spreading, but he didn’t feel any pain at all.
“Mask…”
Laila’s face was pale.
Checker also curled his eyebrows, “Go, let Belle bandage it for you!”
Belle is also Ball’s female doctor.
“No need!”
Jack grabbed Checker but took out a saber from his waist.
The saber is very sharp and cuts iron like mud. It was made by Jack after he came to Ball.
He gave the knife in his hand to Laila’s hand.
Laila was in tears and looked at him suspiciously, still a little panicked and helpless…
Checker was a little angry, “Mask, what are you doing? You gave her a knife to “suicide”? This is your attitude toward your savior?”
After Checker yelled, Laila broke down and wept bitterly.
Of course, Jack just shook his head.
He took Laila’s saber’s hand and looked at her.
“Laila, you picked my life! My rebirth is also because of you! You are the person I want to thank the most in my life! But, sorry, Jack will not be humble enough to sacrifice his family, my love will repay a kindness!!! I can’t do it! I will never do it! I owe you Laila, and I, Jack, am willing to use my life to repay it!!! But if you want me Love is impossible! Never possible!!”
His sharp eyes were so light that it was chilling…
“Laila, you don’t need to cut your blood vessels with a knife. Come and come at me!! Even if I, Jack, died in your hands today, I will not complain, because my life belongs to you! This is what I owe you, so today I…return it to you!!”
He said…
Holding the knife, waiting for Laila to come back…
The sharp knives, already, straightly “plugged” into Jack’s chest.
“What…”
A scream belonged to Laila.
However, Jack’s face under the mask did not change at all, but his blue eyes shrank slightly…
Even the azure blue eyes “showed” a faint smile.
It was a feeling of relief…
Seeing Laila, his heart was throbbing, but there was endless sadness…
Original…
This man really would rather die than be with her!
To be able to break free of her imprisonment, he would rather give her the life she saved!!!
“Mask!!”
Checker was also shocked by Jack’s crazy behavior.
Blood, dripping out of his chest…
Frightened Laila’s face paled, Checker had already gone out to ask Belle to come and bandage Jack’s wound.
“Mask, you… why are you doing this?”
Laila asked, but she was still rumbling through her medical “medicine” box, shaking her fingers.
“You…you mean, you give me your life back. From then on, have we both cleared up?”
“No.”
Jack denied.
Instead, he continued, “Laila, I just want to tell you that I would rather die than abandon mother and son! You have not experienced everything I did seven years ago, so you won’t know how did I hurt that girl years ago.”
Laila’s red eyes “showed” a happy light, “So, mask, you don’t want to give up them because of your guilt and self-blame, right?”
“I have guilt and self-blame in my heart, and even hate myself. I will ask myself, in the face of such a kind girl, how I got such a hand to hurt her! But, these all the guilt and self-blame come from one thing…that is, my love for her! Because I love her, facing past mistakes, I blame myself and I feel guilty! And because I love her, so… I won’t give up her, and I’m not willing to give up on her!! And you, Laila… I’m sorry, except for kindness, it’s family affection! I, Jack, have always been such a simple person! If I love, I love, if I don’t love, I just don’t love! No amount of kindness will turn into old age! And now, you are not ‘forcing’ me to marry you, but…forcing me to be an unrighteous man!! If I marry you, I’m no longer qualified to be that kid’s father! I don’t have the face to see that girl again! So… Laila, if you think I owe you a life, then… please take it back!”
The next sentence…
Resolutely, Laila couldn’t stop crying…
She looked at the saber that was still embedded in his chest, and finally, couldn’t help but whimper in pain…
“Mask, do you really… love that woman so much?”
She still doesn’t want to believe this fact…
“Yes.”
Jack nodded affirmatively, and looked at Laila on the opposite side deeply, “This kind of love is beyond your expectations, and also beyond my expectations… But there is no way, emotions are not controlled by the brain at all. .”
When he said these words… he had a smile in his eyes!!!
So happy…
So straightforward!
Straightforwardly venting his happiness and joy when he loved that woman.
Laila held the “medicine” ointment, still shaking…
“But, she doesn’t love you enough!!”
She almost yelled, “If she loves you, will she leave you? If she loves you, she should snatch you from me, but what did she do? She gave you to me without fighting for it!!! She doesn’t love you at all!!”
Jack just laughed at what Laila said…
Shaking his head, “It’s just that you don’t understand her love!”
He knows that as long as he understands it, it doesn’t matter if others don’t understand, and he doesn’t need anyone to understand.
She loves him, that true love is by no means weaker than anyone else.
She just… can’t bear to look at him, it’s hard to choose!!!
That stupid woman always thinks about problems from his perspective, but she carries all the pain on her own.
Perhaps…
This is one of the reasons why he loves her!!!
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