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Her words are like this, “Evan Sara, if you don’t tell me, I will never help you take care of your son! I will do what I say!”
To be honest, at that moment, Sara was still a little panicked.
Amelia is William’s godmother. She will not be there in the future. She needs her care because she is really afraid that William will have a harder life after having a stepmother…
These are what every mother is worried about.
What’s more, he is still so small…
“Amelia, don’t do this…” Sara smiled and comforted her softly, even though tears were already flowing from her eyes.
Her face was as pale as a piece of clean white paper, but her usual red lips were tinged with purple, very weak.
“Sara, are you going to let your husband know?” Bailey Amelia choked up and asked her again.
“Amelia, are you at work? Don’t talk too long, just hang up first…” Sara changed the subject casually.
It’s just that only she knows how sensitive she is to this topic.
“Sara, don’t avoid my words…”
“En…” Sara put her head on the high pillow, half-squinted her dim eyes, responding to her on the phone, her voice a little weak.
“To find you, he almost turned the entire Rhine City over and asked me several times. I almost couldn’t help but tell him. He changed a lot. He appeared in front of us before marrying you. At that time, he always looked like a lofty, invincible look, but now, where there is that kind of shameless shadow, there is always a feeling of indifference in elegance, every time he sees me, there is always only one sentence then, ‘Is she back?’ I shook my head, he said ‘thank you and then left. Sara, you didn’t see him with your own eyes, if you did, you wouldn’t hurt him so cruelly!” As Bailey Amelia said, she felt a little choked in her throat.
And Sara, tears came out like spring water, and she couldn’t stop it.
For a long time, the phone fell into silence, only the low sobbing sound.
After a long while, Sara cleared up her emotions, “Amelia, have you told Jacob about my situation?”
“No, how dare I say it! He asked me several times, but I didn’t explain it honestly. If he knows, it means that Mr. Brook knows…”
Sara smiled, very touched, “Amelia, thank you!”
“Sara, do you think this is good?”
Sara smiled desolately, “Amelia, I ask you…”
“Well, you ask!”
“If it is Jacob, one is dead, the other is leaving, two paths, which one do you want him to take? Which one will not be so painful for you and your children…”? At the end of Sara asked her, she was already crying.
On the other end, Bailey Amelia cried anxiously, “Sara, you won’t die, trust me, good people will be rewarded!”
“Amelia, don’t need to comfort me, I know my illness better than anyone else!” Sara’s voice is very soft, like feathers floating in the wind, so thin, so light, without a trace of gravity…
Disperse through the wind…
There is endless sadness and sadness.
“Sara…” On the other end, Bailey Amelia was holding the phone and crying, “Sara, I miss you…”
“Me too…” Sara’s voice became lighter and lighter.
Bailey Amelia panicked, “Sara, are you tired?”
“A little bit… it doesn’t matter, it can last a while…” Sara tried to make herself sound a little more relaxed.
Bailey Amelia burst into tears, “Look at me, I’ve been talking for so long, and forget that you are going to rest, Sara, go to bed quickly. A long phone conversation will affect the equipment in the ward! Have…”
After speaking, she paused for a while, “Sara, don’t worry, I will take good care of William…”
Her heart throbbed, and it was too tight for a second to breathe.
“Thank you, Amelia…”
“The two of us don’t say such things, take care of yourself, I will visit you!”
After hanging up the phone, Sara lay on the pillow, breathing hard.
very very tired…
In this scene, Dixon Ethan who happened to be at the door also arrested her.
For a second of shock…
On the bed, there was no trace of blood on her pale and thin face, and there was a thin layer of sweat on her forehead, her body was shaking slightly, and she was breathing hard.
Dixon Ethan also stepped forward, “You’re disobedient, right?” While asking worriedly, with a hint of reproach, he helped Sara carefully put down the pillow behind her and tried to make her lie down. The phone call is not allowed to exceed three minutes…”
This is a ban!
Sara smiled soothingly, and said swiftly, “Ethan, you… don’t come…”
Dixon Ethan’s hand that helped Sara tidy up the quilt stiffened, and he rolled his eyebrows to look at her, “Why?”
Sara smiled, her smile was a little pale, she lowered her eyes and glanced at herself, “It’s too late, I don’t want you to see me like this…”
In fact, what is more, she didn’t want to drag him down before she died, or even make him sad for herself.
“Just leave it to the nurse here. They will take care of me…” Sara tried to persuade him.
“You should rest…” Dixon Ethan also took a look and stopped looking at her, helping her tidy up the quilt, “Talk less, sleep more…”
“Hey…” Sara sighed under the quilt, but her eyes were hazy.
The cold wind brushed on her cheeks slightly, causing pain.
Sara wore a black windbreaker and stood there blankly.
In the wind, she was so thin, so slender, so weak that she couldn’t help the wind, as if the wind blew her, she was shaky.
On the pale and thin cheeks, anxiety was manifested, but there was also the warmth of happiness, and the misty eyes were so full of expectation…
In anticipation, it is full of emotion called sadness!
On tiptoes, she craned her neck slightly, looking at everything inside the big iron gate…
“William, don’t you play?” a soft voice asked worriedly, William, who was sitting in a daze on the lounge chair.
The little guy’s eyes were dull, he heard Lyla’s question, and then slightly raised his head to look at her, then he shook his head and said nothing.
Very quiet, not at all as active as usual little ghosts.
Sara sobbed slightly, tears slipping out of her eyes unconsciously…
“William, what’s the matter with you?” Lyla blinked a pair of big eyes and sat down suspiciously beside him.
The little guy shook his head again.
Lyla’s beautiful water pupils dimmed a bit, her little hand gently grasped the little guy’s palm and placed it in her palm, “Aunt Lil hasn’t found a home yet?”
Finally, the little guy’s dark eyes lifted and looked towards Lyla, with wet eyes, then nodded.
Dad said, Lil was lost and couldn’t find her way home…
Therefore, he can only rely on them to find her! However, after so long, there is still no news from her.
Lil, are you lost?
Still, he doesn’t plan to be slender…
The little guy thought the tears that he could hold back still couldn’t help but soon, the tears from the corners of his eyes were wiped away, and the tender voice was already choked up, “Lil will come back, she won’t want to go back from the ground…”
The little guy said so firmly, so swearing.
Lil loves him so much, how could she be willing to not want him? He must have thought too much, Lil won’t want him!!!
At that moment, Sara at the corner of the big iron gate had already covered her face and couldn’t cry.
Yes! How could she be willing to not want him, not his daddy…
Reluctant, really reluctant, but the facts are always so cruel that she can’t tolerate any ‘no’ word!
Seeing that the little guy’s pupils became hazier and hazier, her eyes were stained with tears, and her little figure became more and more blurred…
Her heart hurts almost convulsively.
Wiping away the tears, looked at him deeply, full of too much affection…
Distressed? Reluctant? pet? Sorry…
Ready to turn around and leave cruelly…
Just about to withdraw her gaze, she was suddenly caught by Lyla next to William.
“William, William… Lil… Aunt Lil…” Sure enough, the little guy cried excitedly, and her voice was a little trembling when she was talking, her little hand kept pulling the sleeves of his shirt, very nervous.
Sara panicked suddenly, and the steps under her feet staggered. The next moment, she hid her face and turned away hurriedly.
The little guy got up and caught up in Sara’s footsteps, his pink cheeks already wet with tears.
Behind her, he followed Layla, and she kept shouting Sara, “Aunt Lil, wait, Aunt Lil…”
However, Sara in front seemed to be completely unheard of their shouts and then turned around, quickly stopped a taxi, got into the car, and drove away.
“Lil… Lil…Don’t go!”
“Lil, miss you continuously, and daddy misses you too…”
William was crying and chased her in her footsteps very hard until he watched her mom get into a taxi so unrelentingly and walked away cruelly.
The tears flowed down like a flood that burst a bank. Until the end, the little guy blushed and sat down on the ground, panting heavily, and choked.
“William…” Lyla ran out of breath and finally followed his pace.
Putting out her little hand, she helped William on the ground wipe his tears, “Don’t cry, William, that’s not Aunt Lil, Aunt Lil won’t abandon William like this…”
The little guy kindly comforted him, however, William seemed to fall on deaf ears, and fell on the ground with an injury…
The weak soul was deeply hurt by the determined figure.
He knew that Lyla was lying to him because that person is Lil…
Even if he can’t see her face, he can be sure that it is her at a glance!
Lil is thinner, a lot thinner…
She didn’t do well outside, did she? is…
But, it’s not good why didn’t she come back? Doesn’t she know that William and Daddy are waiting for her?
Sitting in the taxi, Sara kept looking back, looking at the shrinking figure, her pale cheeks were soaked with tears.
She bit her lip tightly and forced herself to stop crying.
Only she knows how painful her heart is at this moment…
However, she can’t let William see herself so haggard!!!
So pale, so haggard, so weak, this kind of self, without a trace of anger, occasionally, if she accidentally sees that kind of self in the mirror, she will suddenly be shocked by her paleness…
That kind of bloodless pale, the little guy will surely cry in fright!
Maybe he will hold her hand and ask her in fear if she is sick!
Facing such a pair of clear eyes, Sara didn’t dare to tell him that she was about to die, and was about to…leave them forever…
She couldn’t imagine what it would be like to see the color of dead gray in such a pair of transparent eyes!
Sara didn’t know how she got back to the hospital but only knew that when she entered the ward, the nurse looked at her with a very startled and stunning look.
Then, she asked her carefully, full of concern, “Did you see the baby?”
“En…” Sara nodded and sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, her eyes a little lost.
Then, the ward fell into silence.
Sara stopped talking, and the nurse was not good to ask more questions, glanced sympathetically at her, sighed, turned around, and went out of the ward.
The nurse had just left the ward, and Dixon Ethan also walked in.
Putting down the fruit in his hand, he glanced at Sara who was in a daze. He was a little surprised at the clothes she had ongoing out before she could change, “Have you gone out?”
Sara returned to her senses, turned her head to look at him, and nodded, “En! It was approved by the doctor…”
The eyes are red and there are obvious signs of crying.
Sara got up, took off her coat, put on the medical gown, and sat down on the bed, still looking trance.
Dixon Ethan also seemed to understand something, and sat down on the bedside rest and watched her, “Sara, are you going to see William?”
Sara’s loose eyes met the green pupil that Dixon Ethan also asked, biting her lip, and nodding, “Well…”
Tears rolled in the eyes.
Dixon Ethan took the orange on the side, peeled it off, and asked her calmly, “Little guy…cry?”
After peeling the orange, he broke a small piece for her.
Sara didn’t try to pick it up, she just dropped her eyes slightly and nodded.
He drew back his big hand dryly, put the orange in his hand on the bedside table, and sighed, “Do you know that Brook John has been looking for you crazy recently, and me!”
Sara’s little hand resting in the quilt trembled slightly, a drop of clear tears ran across her eyes, bit her lip, lowered her eyes, and nodded, “I heard Amelia mentioned it…”
Dixon Ethan’s deep green eyes stared at her deeply, “Aren’t you going to tell him? Or do you think it’s not tiring to look for this purposelessly? Or, waiting like this is not hard? And so… Does it seem too cruel to him?”
Dixon Ethan also asked her again and again, and every sentence was like a drumstick, firmly on Sara’s heart.
Every sentence hurts so much…
“Sara, maybe you think this would be better for them, but, these are just your thoughts, have you thought about them? You can’t always look at problems from your perspective, just like now, you Put yourself in the situation and think for them. If I mean, if, now their role is you, and your role… is them, then what do you think, think, and do? Are you not a family? Happy? Don’t you need to share the pain with your family? Sara, you can’t be so selfish…”
The reason Dixon Ethan also persuaded her is also a very selfish purpose.
That is, he hopes that Sara will survive!!!
However, it is not himself who can give her the greatest support, but her family, her husband, and her son!
They are her biggest backing force. With them, Sara’s chances of surviving will be much greater.
Miracles are always born on strong patients. He believes that she can too! It must be!!!
The two words hit Sara’s chest fiercely, and she couldn’t help but stagnate…
And his voice continued, “Have you ever thought about how much damage this will cause William? He is still so small, what would he think if you leave suddenly like this? He would think his mommy doesn’t like him. She is gone, abandoned him, don’t want him, aren’t these injuries enough to accompany him for life? William, the child is still a child, after all, you shouldn’t be like this…”
Yes, she shouldn’t. She also knows that this kind of thing will cause a lot of damage to the little guy, but…
Sara wiped her tears fiercely, her eyes flushed, crying and looking at Dixon Ethan, “What if I die?”
Sara shook her head, her head hurting like she was about to burst open. She really couldn’t imagine how sad the little guy would be if he knew she was dead.
She knows how much the little guy loves her…
Love so deeply, how could it be possible to accept her sudden death!!!
She is really afraid that the little guy will become depressed because of her death, or even his heart will die!
If he thinks she is alive, then at least, there is still hope…
“Sara!!” Dixon Ethan also probed and grabbed her little hand, wrapped her cold little hand tightly in the middle of his palm, and conveyed his warmth to her as much as possible, “You know, you Can’t die, and won’t die! So… tell them! Okay?”
Her pale cheeks were wet with tears, and her teary eyes looked at Dixon Ethan deeply, so terrified…
Yes! She really can’t die, even if it’s for William, for John, for her mom, and there is still a delay, she really can’t die!!!
Sara nodded slightly, “Give me some more time to think about it…”
For her, every step is so difficult!
Pain, always hovering around them…
She didn’t want to hurt anyone, but she didn’t want others to suffer because of her!
“Okay…” Dixon Ethan also responded with a dry voice, nodded, and gently put her little hand in the warm quilt, pressed it, “Take a rest…”
Sara obediently curled her cold body into the bedding, closed her eyes, and fell asleep.
It’s just that the mind cannot be at ease…
Sara always wonders whether people live in the world to endure pain and create pain…
In the luxurious restaurant, the boxes are full of people, noisy and lively, and laughter is everywhere. Only in the opposite lounge, Brook John keeps his head down and silently drinks a goblet of water.
Opposite sits Adam Ava.
A pair of black pupils stared at him for a moment, and finally, unable to stand it anymore, probed her hand and pulled the wine glass in his hand, “Don’t drink it!”
Brook John ignored her, a low sorrow flashed in his eyes, and took the wine glass that was a little experienced, poured a glass of wine, raised his hand, and was about to take a sip, but again, the wine glass was snatched by the woman opposite, “Tell you, don’t drink anymore!!!”
Adam Ava also seemed a little angry.
Brook John frowned slightly, even too lazy to look up at her, but slightly tilted his head and squinted aside Baker Daniel, “Who brought her here?” His tone was very annoying.
He doesn’t care too much.
“She came by herself…” Baker Daniel whispered back to Brook John’s ear.
Adam Ava’s face is a little ugly, “She has already left with other men, why are you still like this? Does she see you like this? Do you think she will repent because of your sadness? Brook John, this is not your style! Also, is that kind of woman worthy of you, Young Master Brook, for her? Ah?”
“Shut up!!” Brook John pursed his lips, coldly exhaling two words in his low voice.
The voice is extremely cold, like thousand-year-old ice, even with deep black eyes like extremely cold, “Adam Ava, what kind of woman she is, you are not qualified to say her!!”
“I…” Adam Ava’s face suddenly paled, took a deep breath, and continued, “Yes, I left you before, but I am different from her!! At least, I didn’t lose love because of……”
There is something called faith in her eyes.
Brook John chuckled, no longer looking at her, just turned his head to look at the waiting waitress, “Miss, please bring me a wine glass again!”
When Adam Ava said the words ‘She doesn’t love you anymore, there is no doubt that it hurt his heart.
Did she leave because she didn’t love anymore?
Ah! It turns out that the definition of love is so low!
The waitress turned around and took a wine glass. Adam Ava stretched out her hand and held it down involuntarily, staring at him, “John, is this woman worthy of you?”
In the tone, it was all contemptuous.
To be honest, she looked down on Evan Sara when she was in middle school.
The family situation is average, but she covets a prince-level figure like Brook John, not to mention that he will still be her boyfriend.
At that time, she felt that Evan Sara was simply overwhelming, but what made her more satisfied was that Brook John had never looked at other women directly, including Evan Sara of course.
Therefore, she has always firmly believed that Adam Ava will always be the only one in Brook John’s eyes. Therefore, at the age of eighteen, she bravely left…
To step into the entertainment industry, she made a big decision. As her cousin went abroad, she finally got engaged with other men due to various entertainment industry reasons. Until the end, Brook John announced his engagement. It suddenly dawned on her, and it happened that her position in the entertainment industry began to consolidate, and she just returned to China.
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