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Chapter 853
With dull eyes and a trance, she watched the waitress back and forth serving dishes mechanically.
Finally, unable to hold back, tears burst into her eyes.
Drop by drop, like a broken pearl, fell on the glass table and shattered, just like her heart…
Smash it!
So painful, so painful…
“Little…Miss, are you okay?” The waitress was a little scared by Sara’s sudden tears and hurriedly asked her.
Sara shook her head, “No… nothing!”
While speaking, she turned her head, held the knife and fork with her fingers, and started to eat the fine steak on the plate.
However, shaking her head, the tears in her eyes accumulated more and more.
“Is it all right?”
Sara continued to shake her head, eating the steak on the plate-like jujube, typically turning grief into appetite.
All right? Okay?
If it’s okay, why would her heart be so uncomfortable, and her tears would fall so urgently…
Sara lowered her head and ate with big mouthfuls, tears streaming down her eyes.
For the first time, she ate in such a hurry, and for the first time, she ate in such a disregard of image.
The smell of black pepper made her eyes and nose pungent and painful. It was a kind of pain that had never been experienced before. When it was held to the extreme, her heart seemed to stretch.
Later, she didn’t know how she finished the whole food, nor did she know how she got out of the restaurant.
She only knows that it will be rainy and foggy when she comes out again.
There was no heavy rain, just the patter of rain, but it was enough to pour out her whole heart.
Someone once said that the two ends of love life with two broken hearts.
Once did not understand, but today she understands…
She used the cruelest facts as a weapon and bruised him all over.
Is this right? Wouldn’t it be crueler than her death?
At this moment, even she is not sure…
Even, began to doubt.
Drenched in the rain, walking on the street aimlessly.
She just knows that being washed by rain in this way will make her heart quieter and fresher…
Perhaps even the bitterness and pain can be washed away some!
On the face, the heavy makeup was washed through by the rain, and the foundation continued to seep down with the rain. Looking through the glass window, a pale to bloodless face was stamped there, thick and thick. The foundation melted away, it was dirty and looked extraordinarily ragged.
It’s chilling…
Sara pulled her lips, she wanted to laugh at herself, but when she laughed, it was so bitter, so desolate, and so ugly…
She can hardly believe that the ugly woman in the glass mirror turned out to be herself!!!
Fortunately…
Fortunately, he couldn’t see such a self! Fortunately, he didn’t have the opportunity to see such an ugly self…
So be it! At least, in his memories, she was pretty beautiful!!!
It’s just a bit of resentment. She has to be called back before she dies. The bottle of liquid foundation clearly says waterproof, but what kind of waterproof is this? Is it waterproof from tap water, not rain?
Carrying her handbag, Sara continued walking aimlessly, even if she looked at herself more and more, she became weirder and weirder.
Probably, they regard themselves as lunatics, right?
Haha… a person who is seriously ill, is about to die and dares to get caught in the rain so presumptuously in the winter, is not a lunatic, so what?
Suddenly, Sara’s steps stopped…
The misty eyes settled in the side shop window, without a moment, the sight was scorching, almost as if to burn her alive.
Then, she felt a hot sensation on her cheek, completely different from the coldness of the rain, she reached out and wiped it, it turned out to be her tears.
Crying again…
In the shop window, lying quietly, a pair of cotton gloves, bright red, so gorgeous.
It is their pair, lovers’ gloves.
The same style…
At that moment, she saw them again in a daze.
She said, do you want to try this?
What? He frowned, seemingly dissatisfied.
She shrank her head, put her tongue out, forget it, and put it back obediently.
However, when checking out, she found that there was an extra glove in his hand.
He said that doing this kind of idiot occasionally is good for physical and mental health.
Wrong theory!
Then, the two man-made rumors put on their gloves and held small hands, walking happily on the street…
Once, she thought, maybe they could do that, holding each other’s hand, fortunately, going all the way and going…
To the end of life!!!
However, it was not until that day that she realized that they could not do it!
She still clearly remembered that the day a few months ago, the sky was gray, as if the whole sky was about to fall, and the pressure was so beautiful that she was breathless.
The doctor said that after several days of repeated discussions and expert research, the results came out and her disease was finally diagnosed!
What kind of feeling is that, anxious? Disturbed? Worried? Tangled? She couldn’t describe the feeling in a few simple words.
All she knows is that the result made her whole person stunned, like that violent thunder, it exploded fiercely in her mind, and in an instant, she became pale…
The doctor said that unfortunately, she was diagnosed with pericardial angiosarcoma, which is very rare in the world. As of 2010, it was reported in the literature that there were only seven cases in the world, and 0 cases recovered after surgery. There was no special treatment. After surgical resection, you can usually recover quickly, but all died of heart failure within three months of the operation. The only patient who was treated with high-tech freezing and 125 iodine seed implantation survived 17 months after surgery.
However, the pain in this operation room is not acceptable to ordinary people. Of the 7 cases, 3 died during the operation.
Undoubtedly, this is a terminal illness, a terminal illness that doctors all over the world can do nothing!
That is…
She has only three short months left!!!
Tears blurred her eyeballs, but the once happy figure was printed so clearly in her mind…
Weak and squatted on the ground, letting tears and rain wash her pale face clean.
John, do you know? There was a fool who loved you like this…
From the age of seventeen until the day she left!
When she was seventeen years old, the campus novel at the same table in her hands asked her idiotically, Sara, do you believe there is such a man in this world? A man who is enough to make every girl fall in love.
At that time, she sneered.
Those people, but only exist in the novel! The reality, where will it be!
Until that day, on weekends, she went to work in the cafe as always.
At that time, she was also regarded as a nobleman, Miss Qian, but, unlike other girls, she liked to find things to do in her leisure time.
She works in Starbucks. The reason for choosing there is that most of the people who come in and out of Starbucks are foreigners. Everyone talks in English, which not only enriches the experience but also exercises oral English.
Because one year later, she will study abroad, which is a great way to exercise.
She still remembered that that day, the sky was very gray, as it is today, the light rain is pattering, but the atmosphere is completely different from today, the raindrops stained the floor-to-ceiling windows of the cafe, like a layer of water Curtain, the atmosphere is warm and clean.
Perhaps because it was too early, few people came to drink coffee.
The stars are scattered, very quiet, only the patter of rain outside the window, accompanied by the soothing and elegant blues, and occasionally a few low English sentences, purely spoken language, just like the natural environment, the atmosphere is comfortable, it is a comfortable one. Rest place.
“Sara, a glass of Mandeling on station three, please send it to me, thank you…”
The colleague who was sorting out the coffee raw materials got rid of her who had always been only responsible for the cash register. Since there are very few people today, she has nothing to do with her.
“Okay…” Holding the coffee, walked to the No. 3 stations.
Far away, she saw a boy sitting there.
On the table, a laptop computer, with slender fingers flying on the keyboard, looked extremely busy.
His head was kept low, so that she couldn’t see his facial features, but she could feel that he was a very sunny boy, because his hairstyle was short, very energetic, and individual.
Very tension!
“Sir, your coffee!” Sara politely delivered the coffee to his table.
“Thank you!” He seemed to be very busy, and the English were only subconsciously uttered between his lips.
However, there is no doubt that his voice is exceptionally nice, and his fluent and pure English sounds like a natural sound in Sara’s ears.
He raised his eyes hastily, glanced at Sara, smiled faintly at her, nodded slightly, and added, “Thank you!”
At that glance, until now, Sara remembered, still remembering clearly, as if it happened yesterday.
Such faint black eyes, such a calm smile, very shallow and shallow, but there is a smell that does not stain the dust.
So clean, so sunny…
For a while, even she was in a trance!
As if she understood the sentence at the same table in an instant…
Do you believe there is such a man in this world? A man who is enough to make every girl fall in love.
At that moment, she seemed to believe it. It turned out that there is such a man in this world.
With the sound of “Wow”, Sara never expected that, at the moment of the trance, her little hand holding the coffee trembled, and the coffee in the cup spread out, and the whole thing was spilled on him. On the computer.
The sound of “chi…” was not loud, but it was exceptionally harsh.
“Ah…” Sara whispered in fright, watching his white shirt dyed brown a little bit, Sara really panicked, apologized again and again, pulled the paper on the table, and wiped it away. Come, “Sorry, sorry, sorry…”
Wiping, apologizing, and bowing sincerely at 90 degrees.
Chapter 854
It’s just that Sara discovered something worse…
The chuckle just now was not from something else, but from the computer with a black screen in front of her.
“The electricity… the computer burned?” She felt her tongue knotted a little.
The slender fingers remained on the computer, nodded slightly, and shook his head again, “It should not be enough! It just can’t be turned on, it will burn!”
The eyebrows were slightly twisted, which seemed a bit difficult, but the expression was still extraordinarily calm.
Sara didn’t know what to do for a while, and found that she was so stupid that she had to apologize, “I’m sorry, I… I didn’t mean it, um, is there something important in it?”
“Forget it! It doesn’t matter…” He didn’t seem to mean to embarrass her, “It’s just that some important things are in the hard drive!”
He scratched his head, he seemed a little irritable, but looked very cute in Sara’s eyes.
Sara’s carelessness quickly alarmed the manager just now, and the manager greeted him apologetically, apologizing again and again, without forgetting to give her a vicious look.
Sara knew that she was wrong, and thought that she might lose her job this time.
“Manager Anthony, it’s none of her business. I didn’t take care of it myself and spilled it accidentally!” He lied to him.
Manager Anthony glanced at Sara with a suspicious look. Sara was a little flustered, but before she could speak, she heard him speak again.
“Is there a computer here?” The dark eyes locked on her and asked calmly.
Sara returned to her senses and nodded, “Yes, some, you wait…”
Fortunately, because she usually needs to record her homework at any time, she has the habit of bringing out a laptop.
Sara came out with the computer and handed it to him, “This is mine, you can use it.” As she spoke, she was a little shy unconsciously.
“Thank you…” He thanked her politely and smiled, “I may take a long time because the information in it is in a hurry, so…”
“It’s okay, you use it!” She seemed very generous at that time.
“I might need to take the computer apart…” He asked her for advice, carefully observing her color.
What? Sara was a little surprised.
“I can guarantee that your computer will never be damaged!”
“Okay!” Sara nodded and chose to believe him because his black pupils were stained with a touch of self-confidence that made her doubtless.
Then, a very complicated process became extremely simple in his hands.
Simple actions, simple procedures, as if everything were so simple, it was amazing. All the data in his computer was copied to her computer.
His hard drive was externally connected to her computer. In just ten minutes, he was done.
Then, go online, log in to his mailbox, click on the information, send, and he’s done!
At that moment, a little worship spontaneously arises. The heart of a seventeen-year-old girl also began to sprout something called throbbing…
It was also on that day that she understood what is meant by, first love!
When she was seventeen, she met him, just like that, unsuspectingly sent out her first love…
Also, the only time in her life!!!
“Miss, do you need to come in and take a look?” Finally, the shopping guide in the store couldn’t stand it anymore, came out, bent over, and asked afterward.
Sara suddenly recovered from her thoughts, turned her head slightly, and looked up at him.
Her eyes were dizzy, dyed with mist, and then she shook her head blankly.
Suddenly, she realized that when she was distracted, the sky had begun to clear.
When she got up, her legs were already numb, but it didn’t matter, the small body disappeared at the end of the street so madly.
……………
“Lil, we are back!!”
As soon as the entrance door was opened, William broke away from Brook John’s big hands, changed the small cotton slippers, flicked the heavy bag on the back to the sofa, and ran into the kitchen.
“Lil, Lil, the teacher awarded the big red flower to William today!”
In the kitchen, there was a sound of ‘Ping pong pong’ pots, pans, and pans. Seeing the joyful expression of the little guy, Brook John’s strong back stiffened.
His heart thumped…
Subconsciously, he looked into the kitchen, and then heard the little guy’s slightly surprised questioning, “Huh? Why is that mother-in-law, mother-in-law, my mommy?”
In the hall, the big hand holding the key stiffened slightly, and the palm of his hand was cold.
“Miss? I don’t know. The lady called me and asked me to come over to prepare dinner for you. She only said that she was not at home to eat at night, but she didn’t tell me where she went!” Stirring the food in the pot, she didn’t forget to take care of William, “Little ancestor, wash your hands and prepare to eat!”
“Oh, this way…” The little guy went out of the kitchen with his head down, “Old William, you know… Huh? Where did Old William go?”
In the hall, his daddy was no longer visible.
The little head raised his head and looked upstairs, with a “bang-” a muffled door-closing sound, the sound was very soft, even the little guy downstairs could feel the helplessness in that sound.
The figure that disappeared behind the door looked so bleak…
It’s not like the usual, confident, confident Old William!
What’s up with him?
Bedroom.
A cold silence.
It’s so empty that makes people feel frustrated!
The closet is half empty. The dressing table that has always been occupied by women’s cosmetics is only an empty glass frame.
Even their photos were taken away by her unfeelingly.
In the bathroom, so desolate, his toiletries, lying there alone, like an abandoned child.
The window was wide open, and the cold wind infiltrated from the window and brushed his face, bitingly cold!
The machine moved its steps, closed the windows, pulled down the heavy beige curtains, and then opened the warm air in the house to its maximum.
For a while, the bright bedroom was replaced by a cloud of gray…
Perhaps it is more suitable for his mood.
Lying on the bed, looking at the pale ceiling, his mind went blank.
Happiness is by his side, and then, when he opens his eyes, he realizes that happiness has already gone away…
This speed is about to make him unable to parry at all!
Even before, he hasn’t had time to figure out what to do next!
How to adapt to the next life, how to deal with the relationship between her and him, the most important thing is…
How should he explain all this to William…?
There is no doubt that the child is the most innocent victim among them!!!
However, to his surprise, there was no divorce agreement on the table.
Isn’t that the purpose of finding him to talk to today?
Should he be thankful, at least he didn’t see the cruelest and decisive piece of paper!
To be honest, when he saw the miscarriage report she handed him, he hated her a little bit.
That feeling…a bit painful and a bit weak.
However, in the whole process, the most annoying is himself!
She was pregnant, he didn’t even know…
What qualifications does he have to be the husband and father of their child?
At night…
“Old William, isn’t Lil coming back tonight?” On the bed, the little guy turned his head, looking worriedly at the opposite father.
“En…” Brook John turned over and responded casually to the little guy, not daring to turn his head to look at the little guy’s innocent little face.
“Where did she go?” the little guy asked.
“Well, maybe she’s with Aunt Amelia!” Brook John thought for a while and thought.
“Don’t you know where she’s gone?” The little guy asked him with a worried look, his small body climbed straight on his sturdy body, and his lovely and tender eyebrows were twisted.
Just like him when he was a kid.
Even the scenes are so similar.
When he was young, he always did the same, asking his mummy stupidly, “Mummy, where did Daddy go? Is he not coming back tonight?”
Finally, what is he waiting for? It is the division of a family, the end of the mother’s hatred!
“Old William, are you awkward with Lil? Did you make her angry? Didn’t she go home because she was angry?” The little guy insisted on breaking the principle of casserole inquiries and asked the bottom line. The dark water pupils shone anxiously.
Brook John glanced at him, his eyes deep, and shook his head, “I don’t know…”
“Then I’ll call her!” The little guy said, turning over and about to get up, but was pressed down by Brook John.
“It’s too late, she may be asleep, let’s not disturb her! Give her some time, okay? Let her think about it…”
Let her think about it, and by the way, let him think about it too!
Finally, the little guy obediently took his head away, even if he was not at ease, he was still very obedient and fell asleep in Brook John’s arms.
Also, don’t wrap him too tightly, Lil needs her own space too!
After thinking about it this way, he seemed to be more relieved.
It’s just that William never thought about it. It was so long before Lil went…
The call never got through. Later, when he called his godfather, it turned out to be, “Sorry, the user you called has been turned off, please call again later!”
At that moment, Brook John also discovered that Sara was really like the mermaid princess in “The Bubble Princess”, transformed into a bubble. In his life, disappeared without a trace, so thoroughly, dry Clean.
He almost turned the entire city over, but he couldn’t find her footsteps!
Just like that, she disappeared completely in her own life…
……………
Sara sat on the head of the bed, holding the phone in her pale little hand, holding it tightly, but faintly shaking.
On the other end of the phone, Bailey Amelia was already choked up, “Sara, why did God treat you like this… It’s so unfair, so unfair…”
Yes, Amelia already knows her condition!
On the day of the miscarriage, she lied to John, and as a result, Fisher Jacob went home and asked her. Then, as one can imagine, she began to call to find out the details. Sara didn’t tell her, until that day, Sara asked her out. She seriously asked her to help take care of William as much as possible in the future. As a result, she couldn’t help crying out loud. In the end, under her cross-examination, Sara still couldn’t hide her.
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