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Kiss baby, happy birthday. It’s first grade, are you a little taller? Baby, remember, don’t run around with your nose, because there are cute and beautiful little girls around you, so the little guy should start paying attention to the image! Baby, mommy misses you!
I love you so much, Lil!
Seventh birthday, starry sky projector.
Dear baby, happy birthday! Do you miss Mommy occasionally? Mommy misses you very much… very much!
Do you remember what Mommy said? If one day Mommy is gone, as long as you look up at the stars in the sky and find the brightest star, you will find me! Baby, Mommy wants to be with you all the time, so if one day it rains, but you miss Mommy, take out Mommy’s gift and put it in your small room, you will find that the room is full of the stars, those, are all mommy…
Mommy has been watching you, always by your side, and never left!
Baby, be happy…
Love you deeply, Lil!
Eighth birthday, basketball.
Dear baby, happy birthday! When you grow up, are you obsessed with sports like all boys? Basketball, or football? If it’s football, it doesn’t matter. Mommy will buy you football next year!
Baby, does Daddy have a girl he likes? If so, remember to help Daddy! Mommy hopes you are happy…
I love you so much, Lil!
Ten years old…
Eighteenth birthday, recordset.
Baby, Mommy is extraordinarily excited today, because our baby has finally grown up!
Baby, congratulations, today is the first adult gift in your life! After today, you will be a real big man! Haha, it’s hard to imagine how tall and handsome mommy’s baby is now, and how attractive the girls’ attention is! Must be stronger than Daddy, right?
However, baby, when you grow up or become an adult, the responsibilities on your shoulders will be heavier. So be obedient and don’t show mercy to girls. Take care of what you like, and keep a proper distance if you don’t like it. If possible, don’t hurt, but don’t leave any hope. Every girl has a holy heart. The love of all girls cannot be played! So, be a good man in a woman’s mind!
Open the recordset that Mommy gave you, take a look at you fourteen years ago, and by the way, take a look at the one you haven’t seen in fourteen years… Mommy…
Haha! Do you miss mommy? Or, you don’t remember Mommy anymore…
But it doesn’t matter, Mommy will remember you forever!
Baby, there are a lot of words from Mommy today, which may be the reason for being too excited.
Love you for a long time, Lil!
Twenty years old…
Until, twenty-four years old…
Twenty-fourth birthday, ring. Her and his wedding ring.
Happy birthday, baby William!
Haha, forgive mommy, you are twenty-four years old, and call you like that! Mommy did it deliberately, just want to feel that the twenty-four big man is still Mommy’s little cotton and Mommy’s intimate little padded jacket.
Baby, do you have a girlfriend? Must be cute, right?
Baby, someday, if you meet the woman you want to love the most, you must remember to cherish it, if you love, love bravely, just like Mommy loved your daddy back then.
If you love it, give mommy’s this diamond ring her.
The ring is very old-fashioned for you at this time, right? Haha, it is especially precious to Mommy. It is the first gift your daddy gives to Mommy, the most important gift in life, and the most precious gift of Mommy…
Marrying your daddy is the second happiest choice for Mommy in her life. First, of course, she gave birth to the one who loved you the most!
Baby, Mommy hopes this happiness will continue…
To you, then to Mommy’s little grandson, and then to Mommy’s little great-grandson…
Mommy loves you!!!
All letters, finish writing.
Tears almost soaked all the letters, and even the writing began to blur.
Sara was a little panicked. Now the handwriting is blurred. Will he be able to read the contents of the letter more than ten years later?
She wiped and wiped it with her sleeves indiscriminately, and hurriedly wiped away the tears from her eyes, but, strangely, the tears were wiped more and more, just like the flood that burst the dyke.
Sara is always thinking, 15 years later, will her baby remember her? Will he still?
The sky was gloomy, like a prelude to heavy rain, and even the air was filled with an indescribable dullness.
Tomorrow, she should be admitted to a hospital that is pale everywhere.
The doctor said that staying at home like this would only make her health worse.
Her physical condition, she knows best…
Maybe it’s time for them to talk!
She thought about too many reasons and made up too many lies.
But in the end, she gave up…
Travel? Or travel? Or more.
Not at all, because she has no chance to come back again!
She did one of the most conventional things! Like a most vulgar story.
Still, the western restaurant they are most familiar with is the warm private room.
Sara sat directly opposite him, with a calm face and no waves in her eyes.
The dark and deep smoke pupils seemed to flicker, and the corners of his lips smiled faintly, “Are you hungry? Order first!”
Sara twitched the corners of her lips, “Okay…”
Very skilled in order, he will still ask her what she wants to eat, and her answer is still, whatever you want.
It seems that everything is business as usual, but her interest is low.
He is not a fool, so he can see clearly.
After ordering, his dark eyes looked at her, his eyes were like torches, like a thousand-year well.
“Have something to say?”
He has not dared to ask her for some things, but he knows that some things will always come.
He said that he just wanted to hear, and wanted to…
Facing his gaze, Sara thought she would panic and feel guilty, but found out that she could be so brave.
Enough to be fake.
“En!” She nodded, calmly.
Sara tilted her head, and at that moment, she noticed his hand on the table.
The slender fingers smelled of desolation, and when they heard a soft response from her, they trembled slightly.
The movements are very shallow, however, condensed into the fundus of Sara’s eyes, it enlarges more and more until it expands to her entire pupil.
“Do you believe that there is true love in this world?” she asked suddenly.
Eyes, still staring at the big hand on the table.
What kind of hand is that? So generous, it seems to be enough to control the world.
It’s just… under her eyes, between the bleak fingers, it seems, a little bit pale…
It was white enough to hurt her eyes.
But there were no tears, not even a minute of redness.
Because she has made enough preparations for this day, how long has it been? One month, two months? Still more, she already can’t remember.
Brook John didn’t answer but stared at her, his dark eyes seemed to see her through.
“At the age of seventeen, I thought it was my true love, so I have always insisted, and I have been working hard to make myself love like this…”
Sara’s small hand under the table trembled slightly, and then, her left hand clasped her right hand, and the index finger of her left hand almost pinched into the tiger’s mouth of her right hand.
Doesn’t it hurt? pain! But it’s not painful enough…
Because it wasn’t painful enough, so she couldn’t hide the deeper and deeper pain in her heart!
She is lying, making up one after another, just want to leave…
It doesn’t matter whether he hates her, blames her, or he doesn’t have a trace of emotion!
She would never forget. The day he was drunk, in a daze, he cried and cried without his image. It was the first time she saw his tears.
She had never thought that a jealous, arrogant man like him would have tears!!!
At that time, the heart seemed to be cut alive, and the red blood flowed down the heart a little bit, just like his tears!
It was an indescribable pain…
That night, he asked her, Sara, do you know what the ending of Bubble Princess is?
Sara nodded, she knew.
The end of the foam princess is that the mermaid princess turns into white foam in the water little by little, and drifts along the sea with the wind little by little until finally, disappears and disappears into the deep sea…
Not even a trace can be found!
And my dear prince, he will never wait for his mermaid princess in this lifetime.
Because, when a person is dead, it is like a bubble, and everything vanishes…
The wind blew, not even a trace of dust left, the ending, even the last gleam of hope also vanished.
That night, the big hand-held her small hand tightly, as if afraid that she would disappear in the next second.
Tears hit her cheeks, penetrated the skin, and stung like a cut wrist.
He said, the prince would rather never discover the real mermaid princess for a lifetime, at least, the hope in his heart is still there, at least the love in his heart is still there! That way, at least not too lonely…
He said he was afraid of death! Fear of death of loved ones, fear of death of loved ones! Witnessing the death of his mother, the disappearance of his mother, the pain, he no longer dares to bear…
At that moment, Sara knew.
He looks strong and arrogant, but in fact, he is only a child crying!
“I also thought I could, I could just love forever…” Sara knew how hypocritical she was at this moment.
The pain in her throat was trembling, but she still kept herself calm.
It’s like acting too much! Practice makes perfect!!!
“But, until suddenly there was a man in my painful life, a very warm man…” Sara squinted slightly and meditated.
The corners of the lips couldn’t help but rise.
It was a smile from the heart.
Even he knows that such a smile can’t be pretended! Because her eyes can speak!
She continued, “He always gave me full marks when my husband left me in the cold, and he always appeared by my side when I needed help the most. When I cried, he would dry my tears. When uncomfortable, he will…”
The cold voice, as cold as ice skates, directly cut off her warm memories.
Sara trembled fiercely, as if the ice skate cut an inch deep in her heart, and taught her that she could not breathe for a second.
Look up and look at him.
The irritability was manifested in his red eyes, his eyes were fierce, staring at her as if to pierce her for life.
After a long while, he didn’t say anything again.
In an instant, the atmosphere in the entire box became extremely cold, as if even the air began to condense into ice.
After a long time, she saw him, mechanically on the table, smoking a cigarette from a pack of cigarettes in the restaurant, and lighting it.
“Wow -” the sound of the match rubbing the edge of the matchbox, like a preheating before the explosion, made her heartbeat fiercely.
No light slipped by.
His pale fingers trembled.
In the end, a flame was lit, and he lit it, and irritably threw the burnt match into the ashtray.
He hung his head and took a deep breath, then raised his head dumbly.
The dark eyes dyed crimson, it is a kind of red with blood!!!
At that moment, Sara only felt that every inch of skin in her whole body was suffering from cruel flogging, which caused her pain and convulsions.
He hasn’t smoked in front of her for a long time…
He said that second-hand smoke is not good for her and her children, so he decided to quit smoking!
Therefore, he has no cigarette case on him!
White eyes circled him round and round, and he inside looked lonely and desolate.
He said, “Evan Sara, do you want to tell me how much you love Dixon Ethan now?”
There is a sadness that Sara can’t understand in his dark smoke pupil…
Sara bit her lip heavily, looked at him, and said nothing.
Tears flowed into her heart, how could she not let herself flow out of her eyes, that is, not a single drop!!! Not even fog!
Suddenly, he smiled, lonely and desolately, but still so handsome.
He said, “Evan Sara, I believe you are a fool!!!”
At that moment, Sara almost shed tears…
However, she was stronger than she thought, ten times, one hundred times stronger.
She laughed and laughed so natural that she almost lied to herself, “Why do you deceive yourself? You already knew that our marriage is just a wall built for the sake of him. We are just working hard for him. Let our family be happy, I am, so are you!!! Try to work hard, try to accept, try to maintain, and finally, try to be happy… But in the middle, we have overlooked one of the most important things… love!!”
“You ask your own heart, has there ever been a thing called ‘love’ in our marriage? What is love? It is passion! And between us, there is nothing but plain water. We are not loved, but, life…”
Sara’s aggressive aura seemed so realistic in Brook John’s eyes.
Love is passion? What a ridiculous definition!
Ours does not love, but life…
In one sentence, she denied everything he paid!
At that moment, besides smiling, besides a pale smile, he didn’t know what else he could do.
She believes that marriage is life, and happiness in life is as ordinary as water!
It turned out that she didn’t want this, it turned out to be… passion?!!! Oh, boyish!!!
He smiled and continued to smoke the cigarette in his hand, his eyes full of mockery of her acting.
Finally, Sara became a little angry.
Take a deep breath and look at him with awe-inspiring eyes.
“Don’t you believe it?” she asked, and then, with a sound of “wow…”, she took out a few pieces of white paper from her bag and laid them out in front of him cruelly.
“The first one, the test report, I am pregnant! More than a month!!” Sara said calmly on the suffocating report in her hand.
She could feel that Brook John’s dark eyes dilated, and a look of surprise flashed.
“Second, miscarriage report!” He looked at her indifferently.
At that moment, the expanded black pupil shrank severely…
And she chose to continue cruelly, even if her heart wandered with a sharp knife.
“The child is yours and I took it away!” Sara said lightly.
“I didn’t intend to tell you, but then I think about it, after all, you are the father of the child, you have the right to know!” She smiled cruelly, raised her eyes, and asked him, “Don’t you want to believe it? You keep asking why I’m getting thinner and thinner? Don’t you want to know why I refused to let you touch me? Because I just had a miscarriage operation, and I’m so weak that I can’t touch it! Understand?”
Her smile was like a sharp knife, cutting his heart fiercely, one by one, without forgetting to sprinkle a handful of salt with every knife.
The blood is flowing…
It hurts so much!!!
The pupils of his eyes tightened, until the end, he closed his eyes tightly, not looking at her again.
Faced with such a cruel her, should he continue to be skeptical? Or…Should he continue to comfort himself like this!
He has been betting…
He didn’t dare let go of her every look and wanted to find the clues of her lying in her eyes again and again, but let him see-through, and she didn’t even have a trace of panic!
Facing him, she has never been a person who is in danger!
So, this time, she is serious!!!
The cigarette butt burned out a little bit, and it burned to the fingers, and it was a little painful, but he didn’t notice it for a long time.
Subconsciously extinguished in the ashtray…
The strength in his hands is very heavy!
That day, in the mall, she bought clothes for William so attentively and prepared everything for them…
That day, how flustered his heart was, and thinking about it now, he still has lingering fears.
William cried like a tearful person, but he was silent. In fact, at that moment, his heart seemed to be frozen.
Standing in front of the counter, staring at the thin and pale opposite her intently, at that moment, the only thought in his mind was… panic, chaos!!!
What’s up with her?
Panic, in his heart like a bottomless abyss, at that moment, he thought of a terrible white word, death!
On that day, he didn’t know how much he had drunk. He sat in the corner and kept drinking. He only knew that alcohol could numb all the pain.
However, he found that the more instilled, the more uncomfortable…
Finally, he just sat in the corner and cried! He put his head on his knees, crying out of control, disregarding the image.
Everyone thought he was drunk, only one knew that he was soberer than anyone at that time!
After that, he never asked her anything, because he didn’t want to know, maybe it was self-deception, or it was a cowardly escape, but he just couldn’t afford it!
Yes, he is afraid of the word death, deeply afraid!
He couldn’t imagine what it would be like to fall into deep hell instantly from the whirlpool of happiness…
He would rather believe it, but he has been thinking too much!!! Everything, well!
Until, this moment, this moment…
He just realized it!!!
It turned out that she was thin, she was pale…
All because of his child!!! She was so cruel and killed his child without leaving the slightest affection!!!
He can choose not to believe, right? In his impression, she shouldn’t be such a person!
But, with black and white letters, so big black letters, so clearly written there, what else could he say, what else could he doubt?
He sat there, smoking cigarette after cigarette.
Should he be thankful, at least, the answer is not the one he thought!!!
He should have guessed it long ago, but he chose to believe it!
He believes that she loves him as much as he loves her!
Taking a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand, the white smoke slowly spits out, Brook John raised his eyes and looked at her, with a sad expression on the corner of his lips, “You want to tell me this today?” It was possible to let himself see. Get up calmer.
“Yes…” Sara took a deep breath and nodded.
He laughed, his dark eyes revealed a kind of unreliable self-confidence. He got up, squeezed the cigarette butt in his hand heavily, and stared at her condescendingly, “Evan Sara, when I was eighteen, I was able to make you fall in love with me, so now, I still have!”
After he finished speaking, he turned around, opened the door of the box with the sound of “wow…”, and left proudly without a trace of procrastination.
His back is so tall and arrogant in Sara’s eyes!
It’s just that only he knows how stiff his back was at the moment of turning around, and how pale his face was…
Isn’t love a game of chasing? In the process of chasing, when the people at both ends start to become bruised and bruised, they will naturally understand what is true love and what is needed for life…
True love is as plain as water!!!
Does he want to let her go by himself? Ah! He didn’t remember that he was such a person who gave up so easily!
Give up her? Next life!!!
It’s just that she could cruelly remove all his children for the sake of that man. Does he still have to chase her back? Even he began to doubt…
Ten pale fingers, clenched fiercely, their fingertips almost embedded in the palm.
She is pregnant, he doesn’t know.
She had a miscarriage, and he didn’t know it!
Ah! This ending is so ridiculous and sad…
Sara sat in the box blankly, motionless.
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